The Hopeless Desire of a Witch

I just need someone who will say to me "There's no need for you to force yourself to smile everytime"

Sometimes, someone mentioned about my bitch face...
Does my resting face look frightening?
Then, should I always be smiling???

But... they thought that I was flirting with them or seduce them first...
When I realized that such a situation would repeatedly occur, I decided to suppress my feelings.

Rather than facing things, I would bury them...
So, that they would pass by quickly.

At first it was just a light drizzle...

"I'll get a little wet, but that's okay. I can stand it", I spoke it to myself. So I just kept walking.

I wonder how much time had passed...
When I woke up to the sound of thunder...
rainwater had pooled around me...
And I was standing in the middle of a lake.

Heavy rain beat down on me,

"IT HURTS"

and harsh winds whipped me,

"IT HURTS"

"IT HURTS......but......"

"WHAT CAN I DO????"

I only knew how to run from it.

So, when I reached a point where I was no longer able to run...

MY BREATHING STOPPED...

It way sad, but I accepted my fate...

Altough ....

Sometimes....

I wish there is someone